Another got hitched!

It was like hearing my school got bombed.(Something I used to wish during examinations time)
How can this happen?
I mean it CAN happen but hack,it almost got me killed!

Well...Literally.

I lunched in this afternoon.
So while munching away my regular 'cha chai fan', I took the time to check my personal mails as well.
My friends were thinking having a CNY gathering when really we just met each other for X'mas last month.Haha..not that I mind of cos'.

It was those kinda regular 'reply to all' emails so you really got alot of mails.
You only need to read the last one to see the what the others wrote.
(So why the hack am I explaining the trival?)

I didn't quite understand what Shaowei meant by 'all getting married and becoming Mrs'.
I thought the only person that is really getting married(and can afford to) is Irene.
At least I wouldnt be surprised if it is Jaslyn who got hitched next.She's the next tai-tai in line.
But NON!

It is Weisieng!My dear!
I almost choked myself when I read "I'm getting married this year, this year end!" and I gave a loud gasp in the office.
My goodness!

It was like only really after exams on our last year of poly that we understand that she was attached.
It was like only sometime that she wasnt quite happy with her bf.(And I thought they break but no they didnt.)

And now I read this,"I'm getting married this year, this year end!"

Look no offense on ill feeling.
I like Weiseing and am really happy if she found the guy that she can decides to be together for life.(Or at least she thinks so.It's enough.)

I just think it takes alot of COURAGE even to get married.
No,I'm not afraid of it or those that thinks marraige are tombstones. Um....
I'm Ms.Fairytale ok?As long as there's romance, everything is good. No romance, marraige is just a peice of paper with your and his/her name on it.

I don't wanna judge or quote others.Let's just take ME as example.

My dear friend is like a year older than me and so is Irene.
I can close my eyes on Irene cos' her life is deem to be nothing but LUXURIOUS.

So even if I'm like 22, any guy or even Jason(if he can) proposes to me..I think I will scream my head off and slits my own throat, and dies like how chickens are slaughtered!

Kidding-_-!

I will most likely still scream my head off and use my entire savings to fly to an unknown island, and becomes an exotic dancer.(and never be found)

I mean,look at me, look at where we stayed.
I'm a Singaporean and we stay in this high standard living dot!

At 22,I probably would still work very hard,figuring if I should con't try hitting the peak or switch a new line altogether.
At 22,I probably would still be able to afford my own expenses, perhaps a lil more than now.(I expect!) BUT NOT A FLAT,LIVING FOR TWO!
At 22,I probably be just as mature as I am BUT NEVER MATURE ENOUGH TO THINK I CAN GO AND LIVE WITH ANOTHER MAN!
At 22,I still cant step in the kitchen and wont be kind enough to do all the housechores which I dont feel that 'they' are mine.
At 22,I still cant be bothered with alot of things other than me,myself and I, let alone you,me and us.
*Shivers*

Yes!
I can't think of settling at such a tender age when I didnt do alot of things.
Yes!
I dreamt of getting married early and probably would love to settle before 27 at most.
But I'm saying 27, earliest 25. NOT 22,23,24!

What is 22,23,24?Just a few years from now and I'm not young anymore,yea?
How much can I grow from just 2 years from now, say if I'm 22 this year!

Even if I meet the right guy, even if that guy can afford, even ifthat guy is everything I wanted, even if that guy is Hugh Jackman or Richard Gere I can't be label with the status of MARRIED at 22 or 23 or 24!

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I dunno,man.
Of cos words are always just words and it never hurts to rant a lil.

Let's just put it as I'm a lil shocked today and that kinda pumps my adrenaline today so it's good cos I'm busy the whole afternoon.
I like it when I'm busy.It makes me feel important!Haha.

I supposed I do actually have alot to say about the issue but I kinda forget everything now after listening (and trying to sing ,in failed attempt) this song.


Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight

Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?


But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Cause you're only almost here


I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me


Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you


Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you


But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I?m close to tears.Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

-Almost here - Bryan Mcfadden & Delta Goodrem.